(Source: keepcalmandcarryon-xoxo, via chloeconnell)
the hardest part was letting go not taking part.
jetting offff.
carrying him to the tod.
hahahahahaha
<3
13 months and 1 day ago.
13 months and 1 day ago.
Just want to talk to him. And he wont answer the phone.
Heart ache and heart break are two completely things, yet heart ache feels so much worse that any heart break ive ever had.
Is it wrong you want to spen time with someone. Yet they dont want to spend time with you, but they should. Im in a relationship by myself. An unhealthy one. One thats slowly killing me. I cant take a step back an chill. I need this to be okay and fine and back in honeymoon period. Im falling apart. And i need someone with me at all times or ill just cry and moop an it shouldnt be like that.
(via hopeyouthinkofme)
Im not gonna sit there an say none of this is my fault. Ill hold my hand high an say sometimes i forget about how other people are feeling. An whatni do an say affecta them. Everyone always says oh everything works out in the long run. But no one ever says its gonna be a long road to get there. I need to listen more. An probs not be selfish coz im just hurting myself more by acting the way i am. Taken from my post 3 hours ago.
As much as people always say ill never chane for anyone. If your in live with someone youd do anything to make it work an right now both of us need to change an get our acts together and i honestly hope i do get my act together
I feel totally a waste of space. Dont feel worthy. Or loved. Or even wanted. I feel numb.
